Life Trifflings

Strange, there are always some things that will change one's view toward others.

1. With an extra-ordinary position, I assume that he might be somebody, or, the child of somebody. Just like the others. Although from the way he acts, the way he's doing things and the way he treat others, I guess he might not, in a practical view, as rich as the others, but it never comes to me that he's all by himself. It comes to my mind that he might, just like me, live with parents. But obviously I'm wrong, and totally wrong.

That makes me feel guilty. To be ashame by the indifferent way I hold toward him, and others.

Should change. Why, because less of self-confidence? Might be, so I just hold myself and becomes safe behind my mask, a frozen face? Why? Why I am doing things like this?